"And God spoke to Israel in a vision at night and said, “Jacob! Jacob!” “Here I am,” he replied." Genesis 46:2
Now, God mostly uses the Holy Spirit and His Word.
"for the Holy Spirit will teach you at that time what you should say.” Luke 12:12
My void was filled by the love of God but it took time and tears.
God had to speak to me in a mighty way to get my attention. I was reading His Word and I thought I was listening to the Spirit.
I was ignoring the red flags. I was convinced that God wanted us together. I tried to make it work. After having my heart broken again I cried out to God. "You have to hit me up side my head with a 2x4 because I want this relationship." The end of the relationship meant that I was a failure. Again.
One day I was walking, praying and crying about the relationship. I shouted "Show me God" once and for all (as if He had not already shown me). I looked up to see something that I had never seen before. I have driven thousands of miles across this country. When I was in the Navy I would drive from Washington DC back to RI at least six times per year. I never saw this. When I looked up I gasped as I saw a semi-truck with the words boldly written across the side SEVERANCE!
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